From these women I seek closure…

I am like a river, I got no ebb
All I have is my flow,
Some women are like harsh sunlight,
Burning me with that bright glow.

I am like the sand,
Considered land but brittle and fine,
Some women are like a sand timer,
I’m into you and yet confined.

I am like candy
Bringing smiles and sweet
Some women are like diabetes
Condolingly making life bleak

I am like prayer,
A hope, a new found belief,
Some women are like smoking,
An addiction, an illusion of relief.

I am independent,
Each day my goals are closer,
Some women are the leach,
Bleeding away my composure.

From these women I seek closure…


My hearts already been toyed with, yo-yoed side to side…

Not fazed by your physical beauty, I’ve dated my share of models,
Just searching for honesty, trust and someone to love purely, not figurines of coke bottles.

My hearts already been toyed with, yo-yoed side to side,
Say “I love you? only if u mean it, or else it’s plagiarized.
Don’t read if off a bumper sticker and paraphrase it to lure my love,
I won’t contain my wrath this time, later repent forgiveness from HIM above.

I’d love you till time stands-still, I’d love like you’re a fiend,
If you can’t reciprocate my love, then don’t make my love routine.
It’s not you that I hate; these past memories are token,
I wish I could give you a whole heart, but I’ll take the risk with pieces that are broken.

It makes me happy to see you smile,
I haven’t felt this rush now for a while,
I feel the rain drop on my finger tips,
Reminds me of your scent and the taste of your sweet lips.
We’d stay up late for nights have talks,
I’d gently hold you hand through walks,
I’d sing to you by the fire, snuggle you like warm attire,
Hold you close, oh so tight…sweet tender kisses through the night.
With me you’d laugh a lifetime, I’d be your favorite cartoon,
I’d even let you pick the exotic spots together for us to honeymoon.
I’d grace your everyday with flowers,
Together we’d plan baby showers,
When faced with grave danger with you I’d switch places,
For you what’s the world, I’d even smile to death’s faces.
It just how I am, it’s all consequently,
I’m in this for the long haul, and not out the door swiftly,
They loved u momentarily and left you thinking she’s a hooptie,
They’re fools, cuz I’d love u for a lifetime and treat you like a Bentley.

If I’d ever find you, my pearl in the deep ocean blue,
I’d treat you each day like my new found treasure, cuz all I’d see is you.
Each day as time here ebbs, love tries squeezing in my life persistently,
I look love in the eye and say…this girl is a dream…I say it to love gently.

When I see a couple…

When I see a couple…together holding hands,
I wonder within in me how much of each other can they really stand,
It’s magical right now; it’s all a seeming Wonderland,
A couple years down they’ll be sick of each other and hurt like swollen glands.

When I see a couple…walking side by side,
For now their strides are in sync but for how long will be their life?
Right now she hopes for it and he too wants her as his bride,
A couple years down the kids will suffer most; cuz in divorce there’s no compromise.

When I see a couple…delved deep in a kiss,
I wonder if it’s really love, or replacement of a past infatuation they miss.
Bury the past and be set free, evasion gives happiness momentarily,
I am secure in my clarity, cuz I know this thing called love is not for me.

I am proud that at least I am honest enough,
Straight up and never sugar-coat it as love,
Daily I am infatuated with someone new,
Be real with me and today it could be you,
My attraction is short-lived only cause I am curious,
I won’t commit cause I am happily promiscuous.


Some stand by thru thick and thins
Others fade away like passing trends
Lonely on lives curves and bends…
So who’s really true, while most pretend!

When the time comes…who’ll lend the crying shoulders?
Who will help you lift life’s heavy boulders?
Those with money make lonesome hearts smolder!
Let the money be gone…then see who’s colder!

So imma patron for solitude…
The fuck I need you? Yea that’s my attitude…
My independence makes you think I’m rude…
Now you love me cuz you think its cute….

So don’t spark me…you might hit the fuse…
Don’t hate me cuz truly ur confused…
So be a friend and prevent this corrode
Or break my trust for eternal remorse…
So now with the rest you will surely blend…
You just lost the best thing…Me…a true friend!!

False Promises!!!

“Diamonds, jewels, the Bling I don’t need”
Alone I’m left, as my heart continues to bleed.

“I’d match your every stride hand in hand”
Alone I’m left, sturdy ground has turned to quick sand.

“We’d grow old together, good or bad for the remainder years”
Alone I’m left, payback is gonna be hard for these endless tears.

“I’d love you till the very last breath”
Alone I’m left, you’ve cheated me and so had death.

“I’d live with you penniless under a bridge”
Alone I’m left, with scars of slit wrists.

“I knew you were the one, even before our first date”
Alone I’m left, there’s no room for love in a heart filled with hate.

“I’ll always make you smile, fill your eyes with love’s glitter”
Alone I’m left, now love’s wonders why I am a quitter.

“Baby! I could never lie to you, how could I break your trust?”
Alone I’m left, trusted you when the world knew you were promiscuous.

“I’ll be by your side, even if the world turn upside down”
Alone I’m left, but remember what goes around comes around.

why we fell apart…

I can’t figure out why we fell apart,
I can’t really tell for me if there’s room in your heart,
It seems like through sands for needles we sift,
I can’t really tell why out of you’re life you’ve just let me drift.

I can’t really tell what wrong actions I’ve done,
Your past being cold, cuz now you’ve grown numb
I can’t really tell what’s made you upset,
You may have let go of me…but you I won’t forget.

If you’re already past me…I bid you good bye,
I will miss our good times and that’s surely no lie,
We may grow apart…on different end of the earth dwell,
If our paths ever crossed, I’d smile within saying “I once new her well”
And now I’m perplexed on the edge of life’s cliff,
If I were to fall off…I want you to know I cherished our friendship.



Sometimes when I look at you…
And I am lost for words to say
How much the sight of you just brightens up my day!

Sometimes when you hold me…
I get sweet tingles by your touch
I wonder if you’d ever know how I cherish you so much!

Sometimes when you’re in grey moods…
I love being the one to make you smile
Soon you’re smiling like a fat kid with cup cakes…yes stupid is my style.

Always when I am around you…
My happiness is understated by the expression “eternal bliss”
I wouldn’t trade our friendship for the rush you get from every first kiss.